Thursday, May 12, 2016

Come With Me (Another Lucid Dream)

Wandering through a hazy environment, I am not too sure of what is going on. 
Nothing seems to connect. 
However, like a bolt of lightning, something clicks, and I realize that I am in a dream. 
At that moment, whichever character I am with, transforms into an idealistic, tattooed man in his 30s. 
We are lying in a bed, and I am cuddling the way I normally do in real life. 
My arm is draped over his chest, and my leg engulfs his body like a koala bear. 
I hold onto him tightly; and I swear.. I can feel how muscular and warm he is. 
My lips kiss his cheek and his neck, and I whisper to him...
"Hey, I know it isn't possible, and this is actually the first time I have asked this in a lucid dream, ...but, will you please come with me? ..to the waking world?"
He smiled and shook his head. He said that he simply couldn't. I felt so sad, especially when he told me what I would be waking up soon. 
Somehow, he knew that I was a kinky-kind-of-girl.. so, to cheer me up, we had a very short-lived episode of fun.. before I faded away again. 
I always look forward to every romantic encounter in my lucid dreams. 

Thursday, April 21, 2016

Two lucid dreams...

This morning, I experienced two lucid dreams, as I was in and out of sleep.
Both were romantic, but the second one was layered.

I can only remember bits and pieces of the experiences, but both lovers were unique in their own way.
A skill I have developed is sensing when consciousness is approaching.

In the first lucid dream, it seemed that, instead of me dying near the end, he was instead..
As our time was drawing near, his face began to melt off, starting with his left eyeball (this was after our shower together).
I mentioned it to him, and he said that he knew. He knew that we would be fading away soon.
It was different to see him dying, instead of me.

The second lucid dream presented me with such a handsome man- a ginger with deep, brown eyes, and muscular arms that held me so well. He told me that he had just had a birthday, and that he had just turned 23. I asked him if he was okay with an older woman. He did not have a problem with it, and he found me to be very sexy. With such an attractive lucid dream partner, there was more physical engagement involved. But, as the end drew closer, i clung to him, treasuring our special encounter. It's so strange that I could feel how firm and warm his arms were around me.

I had woken up into another dream, but just for a little while. Shortly thereafter, I was fully awake in the conscious world again. I miss them already.



Tuesday, March 22, 2016

Romantic Lucid Dream (The Series: III)

This is my third romantic lucid dream within the last three years.
It may have been Samuel again because, since the first time I had been with him, he had told me that I may see him again, but in a different body.
In the lucid dream that I have recently woken up from, I had been cleverly battling spirits and demons. I say "cleverly" because, since I knew that I would not die, I fought them with make-out attacks. That's right- I lunged at the demons, threatening to make out with them. It was working until one of the spirits had turned into a handsome man in mid-kiss. It had shocked me at first, but I decided to go along with it. I was in a lucid dream, after all.
I remember telling him that this was going to be short-lived, as dreams tend to be no longer than 5 minutes in the waking world. He understood, so he held me and kissed me softly. I asked him for a piece of gum because I did not feel confident about my breath. He smiled, and obliged with my request.
After what seemed like no time at all, I could feel myself crying in the dream. He asked me what was wrong. I told him that lucid dream lovers are always better than the ones in the conscious life. He sighed and smiled a little at me.
I could feel myself starting to slip away, as he held me in his arms, like I was dying within them. Looking up into his eyes, I whispered it again "Lucid dream lovers are always better than the ones in the conscious life."
I woke up, and I was alone again.

Monday, January 18, 2016

Kiddo is a Solo Act

Once in a while, I think it is such a shame that no one has swept me up from earth's terrain to be theirs. Since I was a child, I have dreamed of being abducted by an alien male, infatuated with my organic and bionic anatomy. I have even grown my hair out to the longest of pigtails. Not only that, the knobs of my irises have turned to the purest of jaded greens. I painted my pout a rosy pink, and lathered my skin in rich, luscious oils. A pre-adolescent voice calls out to the sky, screaming to be carried up steps to a UFO...especially when i gaze at monthly meteor showers.. Until then, my nimble fingers write, draw, illustrate, and paint.. i paint my dreams. I paint anything I want to...

Saturday, January 2, 2016

Yours

Is it possible to miss someone I have never met? Well, goddamnit, of course it is.
Unspoken words caress your ears in dreams. My green eyes faintly sparkle in your imagination.
What color are your eyes?
If I were a photographer, I would capture your irises within milliseconds. As a painter, I would divulge each hue carefully with the softest acrylics.
Your fingertips are aggressive, yet delicate, gliding across this cybernetic terrain.
With every bite of my lip, my gears spin wildly. My system has been aching for a new, experienced technician.
For the procedure, please dress me in only combat boots, electrical tape, eyeliner, and pigtails. For you, please charm me in a black suit.
My eyes will remained closed until you awaken me..
Xx

Monday, December 14, 2015

Geminids

Weeping rain clouds flee the scene, and a cold breeze caresses the side of my face. Glittering particles soar through a brisk December night, and I am awestruck as I gaze upward, admiring the Geminids meteor shower. As each traveling star shoots through the dark sky, I gasp like a child seeing fireworks for the first time. Some of meteors are faint and speedy sparks, while others sail through as bright balls of fire, leaving trails of glowing space dust. The last one counted is the most brilliant of them all, triggering my imagination. Extraterrestrial beings seem to be signaling me to come back home.

Friday, November 6, 2015

South Taurids

Painter sweat pants, boots, flannel, snow jacket, and trooper hat- my gear for viewing the South Taurids meteor shower. As soon as I step outside, the very second I look upward, a meteor already greets me, shooting across the dark terrain above. Well, good evening there, #1. Perfectly enough, Explosions in The Sky makes melodies and rhythms in my ears, while I search for more traveling stars. Now, mind you, this is no Perseids shower, but I am in hopes of catching my fireball tonight. To my satisfaction, lo and behold, she is #6. Bold and beautiful, #6 glides a bit more slowly than the others, and much more brightly- she is my fireball. Gasping like a child in awe, my thoughts hone in on what my heart desires. The wish I make attaches itself to her, and she disappears into the night, with a promise it will come true. #7 makes me wait a long time for her, like the love you have been waiting for your whole life. She zips by, whispering good night, as I stand up to retreat to my warm headquarters. Thank you, South Taurids.
And good night, to the raccoon who scared the living bejeezus out of me.