Japan & Kiddo

my eyes are set on the prize.
i aim to live in a foreign country.
america is not for me.
i know japan is expensive and cluttered with rubble..
but, that is where i need to be.
japan is my home, and my homesickness is killing me..
i'm going there, one way or another.

a personal view

i do not believe in marriage.

call me neo-contemporary, but it is so unappealing to me (more than 50% of marriages end in divorce now).

the commercialization, the showing-off, the unnecessary act of publicly exposing that you will never be with anyone else.

i know who i love, and i do not need the security of a ceremony and legal papers to set that in stone.

perhaps, it is to celebrate the union of two people..

but, really, i celebrate that everyday..

yeah, yeah, yeah.. there are tax benefits to being married..but, what do i care?

i'm migrating out of the U.S. asap (considering Norway)..

i decline marriage and the ceremony of a wedding. this is my personal choice.

however, i definitely want a lil' kiddo one day..

a mini me to introduce to creativity and imagination, to be the best that he/she can be.

that is what i want. <3 

electric kiddo

i know, deep down in my soul, if i was not a painter, i would be in a rock band.

probably lead guitarist.

if i was not a dedicated painter, i would have poured myself into electric guitar.

maybe i would have been more well off.

but, i guess the music will just have to radiate within me, and give me a powerful force towards my paintings.

however, i will ALWAYS dream of being an active band member.

when i fool around on my electric guitar at home, i feel so damn cool.

i love electric guitar. it feeds me.

with no obstacles (finances mostly, and time), this is what i see myself doing:
-being lead guitarist in a sexy, badass rockband
-showing my paintings internationally
-publishing a book of poems based upon real experiences and feelings
-voice-acting in an anime show/film
-living/residing in an awesome country (not the U.S.) ...i shall do research for the best country for this Kiddo
  (to make art, create many things, and raise a tiny kiddo to be more awesome than me)..