i do not think i am any happier than when i am making things.
painting.
assembling.
destroying.
writing.
composing.
singing.
dancing.
just creating whatever my imagination formulates.
i enjoy the solitude within this.
yet, to do all of this with someone great...
this is what i dream of.
a trailblazing, dreamy adventure together.
my glassy eyes look to space.. my mouth curves up, and i think i will find this someday.
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Sunday, January 27, 2013
wires
connected by wires, like thin delicate threads.
threads that we wish will not unravel.
i will follow these frail lines to you.
across a country, battling armies.
across an ocean, defeating sea monsters.
when my mechanical hands are at work, i think of you.
the thought of your eyes, voice, and soul feed my imagination.
"i really want to break things and make things with you"
such a wonderful thing to envision.
adventure.
exploration.
creation.
running and flying.
with you.
threads that we wish will not unravel.
i will follow these frail lines to you.
across a country, battling armies.
across an ocean, defeating sea monsters.
when my mechanical hands are at work, i think of you.
the thought of your eyes, voice, and soul feed my imagination.
"i really want to break things and make things with you"
such a wonderful thing to envision.
adventure.
exploration.
creation.
running and flying.
with you.
Friday, January 25, 2013
kiddo is a candidate
the changing future is drawing nearer.
a mysterious herald reached out to me yesterday, and informed me that i am a candidate for their new land.
i gave up all hope that they wanted me. apparently, they have reconsidered adopting me into their magical environment.
it is between me and two other opponents.
my best was given, all of it.
i practically gave my heart on a silver platter.
in a matter of days, it will be revealed to me if my ticket for adventure will be in my hands, or if i have to keep chasing it down.
a mysterious herald reached out to me yesterday, and informed me that i am a candidate for their new land.
i gave up all hope that they wanted me. apparently, they have reconsidered adopting me into their magical environment.
it is between me and two other opponents.
my best was given, all of it.
i practically gave my heart on a silver platter.
in a matter of days, it will be revealed to me if my ticket for adventure will be in my hands, or if i have to keep chasing it down.
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
kiddo and learning
i am so fascinated by science, mostly of organic means, such as biology and botany, but also astronomy.
my knowledge of it is lacking, which i enjoy.
it makes me happy because it means that my learning will never cease.
you see, my facts and truth tend to root from my personal imagination and theories.
however, when specific, proving phenomenons are presented to me, i become excited like a child at christmas.
as a robot girl, i was not programmed to know of scientific things. however, i was programmed to learn.
my yearning wish is to have handsome scientist man teach me as much as he knows.
i would like that very much, and i would listen and hang on to every word.
kiddo would be such a good student.
my knowledge of it is lacking, which i enjoy.
it makes me happy because it means that my learning will never cease.
you see, my facts and truth tend to root from my personal imagination and theories.
however, when specific, proving phenomenons are presented to me, i become excited like a child at christmas.
as a robot girl, i was not programmed to know of scientific things. however, i was programmed to learn.
my yearning wish is to have handsome scientist man teach me as much as he knows.
i would like that very much, and i would listen and hang on to every word.
kiddo would be such a good student.
Sunday, January 20, 2013
kiddo trailblazing
music and art flood my core, and into my system, and radiate through my exterior.
i love to imagine things, create things, write ideas and love, sing, dance, march, and skip.
this year is the first year of my life.
eyes glazed, yet piercingly focused at the same time, i formulate my blueprints of trailblazing and adventure.
my plan is to break the mold without caring about anything else.
on the way there, i will find someone to share it with..maybe.
and if i do not gather up a mutual companion, my heart and soul will still be fed by fiery impulse to make everything i can.
i will be ok.
i love to imagine things, create things, write ideas and love, sing, dance, march, and skip.
this year is the first year of my life.
eyes glazed, yet piercingly focused at the same time, i formulate my blueprints of trailblazing and adventure.
my plan is to break the mold without caring about anything else.
on the way there, i will find someone to share it with..maybe.
and if i do not gather up a mutual companion, my heart and soul will still be fed by fiery impulse to make everything i can.
i will be ok.
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
kiddo and love
humans ask kiddo if she have ever been in love before.
she answers," yes, i have been".
it is rare for her to be in love. however, in the uncommon instance that she is, kiddo falls so hard.
the cyborg girl falls so hard that she hits her head on the pavement, and the impact from the crash does not allow her mechanical brain to operate properly. so, she resorts to her ticking heart for functioning, which causes her to be somewhat defective. and she does silly things.
when in love, her human boy crush hacks her system, and she becomes programmed to be at his side. nothing she can do about it.
however, love does not last.
like everything in this world, it dies.
but, it is reborn again, and again, and again.
when kiddo comes to again, she returns back to her logical self, and rejects love as a real concept.
of course, she changes her mind when she sees another human boy. and the sight of him, and the way he looks at her causes kiddo to short circuit from overheating.
human boy repairs her.
she answers," yes, i have been".
it is rare for her to be in love. however, in the uncommon instance that she is, kiddo falls so hard.
the cyborg girl falls so hard that she hits her head on the pavement, and the impact from the crash does not allow her mechanical brain to operate properly. so, she resorts to her ticking heart for functioning, which causes her to be somewhat defective. and she does silly things.
when in love, her human boy crush hacks her system, and she becomes programmed to be at his side. nothing she can do about it.
however, love does not last.
like everything in this world, it dies.
but, it is reborn again, and again, and again.
when kiddo comes to again, she returns back to her logical self, and rejects love as a real concept.
of course, she changes her mind when she sees another human boy. and the sight of him, and the way he looks at her causes kiddo to short circuit from overheating.
human boy repairs her.
Sunday, January 6, 2013
i am a fucking superhero
kiddo has fondness for someone.. he is rare.
she cannot tell him of this, nor can she give her heart.
it will kill him, literally.
so, she stays quiet.. silent and yearning for his touch..
she thinks of him, then shoves any images from her brain.
fuck this.
i can turn this off like an electrical switchplate..
do not need anyone.
i got this shit..
yet, i will occasionally remember you, and cherish you..
because you are you..
and i heart you muchly.
she cannot tell him of this, nor can she give her heart.
it will kill him, literally.
so, she stays quiet.. silent and yearning for his touch..
she thinks of him, then shoves any images from her brain.
fuck this.
i can turn this off like an electrical switchplate..
do not need anyone.
i got this shit..
yet, i will occasionally remember you, and cherish you..
because you are you..
and i heart you muchly.
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