FALLING

i wrote this 2 years ago.. and feel it now, still....

falling

Submitted by j3nk1dd0 on Thu, 10/14/2010 - 16:09

"i hate being in love.
on the other hand, i completely enjoy falling in love.
i am addicted to that absolute rush and thrill of falling into infatuation.
i never want to land; i just want to remain forever falling.
whenever i land, everything changes; it all starts to unravel and tear apart.
my desire is to stay falling, surrounded by the excitement i feel when i meet a new person who connects with me like most people cannot.
i want to fall with you forever."

i am myself

someone close to me, someone who appreciates me told me..

that this is why i am awesome:

i naturally hold onto my child-like mannerisms..

the way i speak
the wild gaze in my eyes..
my animated stance when i drink from sport bottle..
any reaction i have to everything..

i couldn't believe this.

whatever i am, however i am....
i swear, i am just myself, and nothing else.

all i believe in is this:
-learning as much as possible, through being accepting and open-minded
-being a good person, no matter what, to everyone.
    .....i want to help anyone i can along the way, as i learn. we can learn together.

what kiddo lives for

what i live for..
mostly, adventure.
without adventure, what excitement is there?
i crave unusual experiences that completely put me out of my element.
the uncertainty of an outcome thrills me.
the ideas of comfort and familiarity scare me.
japan will give me the roller coaster ride i have been waiting for.
there, i will exercise art and music at its full capacity..
i want to meet new individuals and revel in a world where imagination and creativity rocket through my soul, and influence all around me.